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Thursday, March 25, 2004

March 25, i hadn't have much sleep lately...been sleeping late and consciously making an effort to wake up during the night for fear that i'll be late for class. nevertheless, i've been always on-time. today is 31 degrees!!!! PuuuR-Fect weather man!!!! i'm gona do my laundry and go for jogggggggggging! everything seems good! it seems like i have a very good semester to start off with! new friends, new environment and new subjects that really intrigues my thoughts for the day. gota really do lotsa reflections over "who-am-i?" kinda questions over the weeks.

i believe God has answered my prayers. i was really worried that my classes at caulfield would be a disaster this semester cos' i don't know anybody there and i was afraid to be alone. guess it's just the insecurity of the unknown!~ and guess with God by my side, i have been feeling safer~ now that i've conquered the unknown, i just feel whoa!~ i've never thought i would go this far!!! yeah, i was pretty worried that i wouldn't be able to get a partner for my social psychology project. i have been praying for weeks and i trust that the Lord will provide a person that will make a great partner. knowing how superficial friendships can be at uni, i asked the Lord to provide a 'God-sent' person in whom i can really be friends with. God gave me that friend!

today, i sat in lectures with her...gota chat with her more during our break and took the bus shuttle together...found that she's really nice to talk to...and i guess, we're about the same age....not really that much in common....but when i realised she is a christian too....it really dawned on me that God must have match up the right person to work with me! friendships just don't occur by chance! they just don't! and i strongly believe in that! seems that it's all good....all very good!!

~gracie left a note at 9:22 am

Wednesday, March 24, 2004

March 24, you guys may be wondering what has this girl been up to lately--haven't heard from her for ages!!!! yes, i've been really busy....i have yet to complete many tasks...but one of which i found most accomplishment in--my history assignment. i've been cracking my brains over weeks cos' i haven't been really grappling with the primary and secondary historical sources well. it seems like going on a law case, yet haven't really decided on whether i want to be the prosecuter or the defender. the available evidences are just too general....too superficial and too ordinary for me to make out any conclusions from my findings. oh well~ it's been an interesting journey tho'....to really search deep into the sources and find loopholes in history. TOUGH, but yet fulfilling when you finally found the way out~ yeah, i've been researching on Borobodur lately~ yeah, very interestingggggggg~ =p

one thing i must comment is...i always love my tuesdays! yes, it was a tuesday yesterday and i simply enjoyed my SWK tutorial and lectures for the day. guess that's a motivating factor for me to wakey early on Tuesdays and travel that long journey down to the Caulfield campus. but, the day is always rewarding! the more i attend these tutorial classes, the more i discover my innate self....the desire to become a social worker has always been inside me. throughout these weeks of tutorial discussions, we grapple with personal issues, past experiences and cultural factors, religious beliefs and few important contributing factors to what we call 'self'. i'm amazed at how much i got out from tutorials by just simple discussions like: "what values do you hold inside you? where do i think i got my values and believes from? how is it going to affect my social work experience next time?" perhaps, i have enjoyed such tutorials alot because i dare to speak up and be different in class. to know that my views are different and yet accepted makes me feel confident about my views. more so, i'm beginning to realise that my words have been thought-provoking.....guess this is what make me special. many tute mates have come up to me and said..."hey, i have never thought of that~!!" and it just brings me to smile when i'm able to help someone see some "light"!*LightBuilb* =)

~gracie left a note at 12:34 pm

Wednesday, March 17, 2004

March 17, yeh! i finished my presentation at tutorial just now! oh man! i stuttered so much.....almost continuously throughout my speech! that's CRAZY! oh man! i guess i've been over-pressurized....or maybe it's just the thing in me whenever i speak to any aussie audience. i don't seem to articulate well cos' i'm almost tongue-tied for words whenever i get conscious about my speech--whether everything was clear and whether the aussies could understand my english. i've no problems/qualms whenever i speak to asianz~~ guess it's just an internal struggle that i've gota overcome inside me! well, it's now well over and done.....gona talk to my history tutor later to discuss about my essay........Borobodur--here i come!

and yeh! it was great sitting down for lunchie with sara just now.....cool! our friendship is once again lit-up again. seems like food and friendship does go very well eh? yeah, had an extensive discussion about how life was for the past 1 year in a summary. now as i remember, it seemed like i really made many good, but superficial aquaintances with lotsa people who had come and gone away. and yeah...sara is one of them. got really aquainted with her 2 years ago---we had lots in common! guess one of the MAIN fact that has gelled us up is that we 're both Singaporeans!! oh yes! singaporeans! it's pretty hard to meet up with Asians in Arts---not to even talk about Singaporeans! she's not doing Arts, but well~ when we sat down for chat, we went FULL-ON about singapore--the places we hang out, the food we miss (now that we are stucked in this cold, miserable continent south of singapore!? what to do~~gota study) and of cos, the things we did when we were back home! yeah....we went simply Singaporean-if u know what i mean! (with the slang- lala, leelee, lorlor...back to comfort zones once again!!) and it was GREAT! i haven't had such nice catch-up times for so long....and it's been GREAT!~

oh well, guess now that i've accepted the fact that i'll be stucked here in this continent called Australia for another 9 months. So, the only thing i can do is just to sit down with singaporeans and start talking about home......=p *how nice.....* keke, i better get going with my work! loads of them waiting for me....cya!

~gracie left a note at 11:24 am

Monday, March 15, 2004

March 15, time is picking up its pace! just felt that time is ticking off faster now that uni has started....got busy with assignments and exercise....at the same time, it was a great experience catching up with good friends at uni and church.

just a few days ago, YS prompted me on icq~ oh...it's been a long while since we last chatted....yeah, kinda caught up with some updates of him and yeah~ it was farnie how he used his ear infection as an excuse for almost anything which he delayed doing....hehe. oh well, it's really great to feel that "i've found my friend back" after not talking to him. he's been one of my good friends i really feel close to ever since i stepped into melbourne. i found it quite hard initially when he left for Danenong church last year....and our friendship seemed to have put a full-stop after that. we met up again last saturday at church--he brought his god-sister over and coincidentally!!! i know his god-sis as well! it never clicked to me that they were "related" until that week. and that YS teased me that saturday so much: i lost some of my parts while singing a special music with 2 other girls in church! oh man! it was just too embarrassing to talk about it~~ and that YS came to me after church saying: hey, weren't u supposed to sing the higher part in that last bit!!! and awww~ i felt like i wanted to dig a hole just then! yeah, i was too nervous on stage that i just lost one part of it and eventually~ i sang melody instead! haha~ anywayz, it was nice catching up with YS....(at the expense of my embarrassment!! sigh~)

oh well, i've got an off-day today....no uni and that's why, i've decided to spend the rest of the day doing my history research on Borobodur. hmm, very interesting and yet, it's taxing on my brain juices...! hmm, the GOOd thing is: we've gota nice weather here today! it's 25 degreesss.....i'm so glad! hehe, i've been very tanned lately....been jogging and getting lotsa sun! annie always say: "xiao xin arhhh! later u get skin cancer!!" oh well~ hehe, well....i'm just sunshine-crazy nowadays...hehe. well, i'm going for a jog again later in the afternoon, when the sun isn't that strong. hehe....meanwhile~~ just relax and enjoy every bit of my day-off at home....!!!! =)

~gracie left a note at 9:31 am

Wednesday, March 10, 2004

March 10, i finally used the slow cooker today! yeah, mummy bought me a slow cooker. i brought it back from singapore this time, cos' she knows i'm always so busy with my work...i never liked standing by the stove and watching my porridge cook. i'd rather spend 10minutes cooking instant noodles than to wait for hours just to have a nice bowl of porridge.

and yep! after sorting out all the things in the house, i finally had a chance to open up that square box and start reading the basic instruction manual before i started pouring water and stuffs into the small pot! oh man....! it was so exciting!!! hehe....=)

yeah....jack was there at the kitchen when he saw me fumbling over the pot and reading the manual carefully and he was like: "what r u doing?! don't u know how to use it?!" and i replied: "do i look expert in cooking!??? hehe...*i grinned*" well well....yeah, so...step-by-step i followed instructions---i washed the pot in warm water....wiped it real clean and dry and OK! i'm off for my journey of using this pot for the first time! i stood there with my history notes for at least half an hour wondering whether if the pot would explode or whether the liquid in there would overflow....but...nothing of those sort happened! phew~ good thing! so....yeah, i was daring enough to leave the kitchen....napped for about 2 hrs...and when i returned, whoaaaaaa!!! my porridge was cooked!!! so amazinggg!!!! hehe.....

oh well~ some of you might find this boring....cos' using the slow cooker is such an easy task for you! but guess for me, i'm always excited when i try something new....! cooking especially....cos' it's like exploring a whole new world out there! guess it's part of being overseas that makes all these things seemed "wow wow!!" to me.....*grin*

~gracie left a note at 8:20 pm

Tuesday, March 09, 2004

March 9, i'm beginning to love tuesdays.....guess it's because it's the social-work (SW) unit day! well, to start with, i had a good tutorial class today! 2 hours of contact time seemed to fly past in a breeze.....it just doesn't feel like it's class! cos' what we did today was just sit in circles to talk about ourselves, issues and things we learnt about. and i feel that i was able to open up really well......seldom will i find myself talking so much in class!!!~ but well, i did! oh yes...a revelation of the true gracie eh? hehehe....

yeah! really glad that i'm beginning to make friends in this course and i have been able to find myself busy meeting up with different people while having my classes at caulfield today! it's just amazing how things worked out....i was initially quite apprehensive about taking a unit in caulfield....never regretted my decision to do so. i met up with Shy today and yeah....sat down and really gota chance to talk to and really know her as a friend after our aquaintance in my microeconomics tutorial last year. also...had lunch with my new found friends from SWK tutorial---an aussie matured student named 'Lee' (hey, very Asian name isn't it? =p) and another matured student from Malaysian background called 'Joan'. and well, in my afternoon SWK lecture--gota sit down with Yuki (a Japanese international student) and yes! another new friend found!! =p we talked a little bit before and after class and yeah~ we exchanged our phone numbers and stuff......and on my way home from the bus loop, Liying called me from afar....and "hey!!! i haven't seen you for ages?! how have you beeeeeen?" yeah, liying was my classmate from my chinese class---my 1st year's course.....so it really feels great (yeah! up till now! i still feel excited!!!) to meet up old mates and find new ones.....

guess uni life is about meeting new people and learning how to interact and understand people of all cultures!! i'm beginning to feel thrilled.....this semester is gona be GREAT! i really hope so!!!! and i'm enjoying every bit of it! oh well, while i still continue today with thrills about meeting friends....i've gota go soon.....rush back to cook and start typing my assignment! i've got one due tomorrow and i've yet got an idea how to write it up!!! God, please gimme some inspirations-i really need them!


~gracie left a note at 1:39 pm


March 3 2004, oh yes!! the Melbourne Gal updates is back! well, ever since i stepped back in melbourne, i have been really busy packing and unpacking.....doing alot of cleaning in the house and of cos, loads of shopping!!! =p it really feels great now that i have got a much BIGGER room for myself.....having nice bathroom and a world of my own! what thrills me more is that: i've got very comfy sleeeeeeep and yes! nice new housemates too!

jack and rebecca came over on sunday....and well, it seems a weird combinition this year...i mean the housemates i have this year are made up of a unique combinition of characters, personalities and backgrounds. rebecca, she's very aussie--grew up here and that's why, she's gota strong accent! very nice girl....likes to be in her room (which used to me mine! =p) and quite easy going. as for jack, hehe....oh well!~ i got my first impression of jack while i was still in singapore over the net. he seemed to me at that time, someone who's very talkative and very artsy....very cooollll and very goodlooking. haha, oh well.....now that i have met him, i just realise he's not anything i thought! he's got a unique sense of music (blasts Beethoven and all the classical music you can think of from his computer speakers!) and also, an interesting sense of humour. the way he disturbs annie just tickles me alot. it's just funny to listen to him at times....

oh well, the difference this year is that: everyone seems to live in their own worlds. nobody seems to bother each other, especially in the evenings. room doors are often closed and 21, Bayview Avenue have become much more silent than before after Kes left. no more barking....no more disturbing from that 'little girl' (our doggie)....no more frustrating mornings to see Kes' poo in the house. no wonder annie misses Kes so much.....cos' she reckons: "the house is becoming much more like a hotel". well, looks like this is gona be an interesting year ahead! =)

and oh yes....i've started uni!!!! it's so great to be back to uni.....see the busy crowds at the Campus Centre and the long queues at the Book Shop for textbooks and stationaries. oh man!~ i queued for ages......just for my textbooks in both Caulfield and Clayton campuses! and it just feels reaaaaallly REALLLLY satisfying having to get my books at the end of it all!~ phew! and yep, i've started reading up my books and i'm just amazed at how enthusiastic i am now! hmm.....perhaps it's my good long holidays i had for the past 4 months! now....it's back to books.... i love my tutors this semester.....new friends and i love what i'm studying this sem as well! i'm simply enthusiastic!!!!!! hope the fire continues!!!!! =)


~gracie left a note at 1:39 pm