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Saturday, June 30, 2007

blessing in disguise
sometimes i just hate to be sick. i haven't been able to do much, except to lie horizontal on my bed all day unable to move an inch. my head keeps spinning. fever attacks on and off. gastric pains. abdominal contractions. no appetite for food or drink.

it is always nice that when you are sick, you get loads of tender loving care. much wanted care that you don't normally get to enjoy when you are healthy and strong. perhaps it is the 'how are you?' that really makes me feel better.

as i write this blog entry, i'm feeling a little better than yesterday. can't really go shopping along orchard road as yet (sorry, shan!), but i consider it great achievement to be able to move around the house quite a bit since this morning.

blessings, we should always count them everyday eh? :)

~gracie left a note at 11:15 am

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

smile of the day :)
was reading shan’s blog and i can’t help but smile. a very silly conversation that i never remembered but here goes:

adr bought some kueh from the malay store and i was behind him thinking of getting something to eat coz i have tuition immediately after work.. so i so happen to buy same kueh as him.. then when we walk to the drink store to meet gracie..

adr: U (meaning me) copy me buy the same thing
ws: ..-.-.. it's so happen that i wan to eat those mah..
adr: (turn to gracie) Quick 吃醋!(means jealous)
ws: huh wat's there to 吃醋?
adr: (turn to gracie) 你不会吃醋么?(then toking something abt his ex will 吃 醋

gracie: Ya lo why you buy the same food as him.. i didn buy the same as him lo.. (Act 吃醋-jealous)..
ws: -.-.. like that oso 吃醋, very tired n ??? leh.. lol..

I so bo liao this kind of things oso can blog.. but pretty funny la.. esp when adr speaks in mandrian.. lol.. but i guess he improves a lot after hanging with gracie too much.. gracie is that kind of both mandrian n english oso powerful kind.. haha..


shan: wow. i feel priviledged. you mean i have such big impact on adr's life? :) and i'm not that powderful in my mandarin lo! perhaps i have found my perfect match. in my weaknesses, he is my strength and vice-versa.

~gracie left a note at 4:37 pm


i feel ultra blessed..
to be embraced into this family of love. i feel totally at ease with expressing my blurness, my craziness and my weirdness. no matter how much flaws i may reveal, i know that i'll still be accepted, appreciated, acknowledged and affirmed. it is truly sweet to have soulmates in whom i can share my lil’ secrets, open with my thoughts, rant my daily woes to and toss my innermost emotions with. and yes, they are my family of love.

perhaps the only fear that threatens such close intimacy is change. all of us go through change over time. big change. small change. we grow up. we see things in new light. we develop new ideas. we experience new encounters every day. change may cause diversion in values system, separation of life goals and eventual parting of closest friends. yet, true soulmates stay friends forever. no matter where life may take us to and however much we may change and develop, family of love will remain bonded together. we may not be tied together with any blood relations nor ring on the fourth finger, but bonded with chords of love that cannot be broken. you know for sure that family of love will be always there for you to run back to... for shelter, for love, for support.

some have asked, don’t you think you are spending too much time with your family of love? this may be read as a statement of jealousy, unveiling the hidden message that i ain't placing my priorities rightly. but really, what's wrong? I am clear of my priorities and i'm so sorry, if you feel that you are excluded from my world. I choose to spend time with people whom i seriously care about and i don’t think i should deprive myself of my own entitlement to happiness just because you are not having yours. i am nonchalant to your matters, and may appear busy in my own world, only because i feel that you are only coming to me with your hidden agendas. go away, toxic friends! spread your toxins elsewhere. not in my world please?

~gracie left a note at 9:40 am

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Fat Golden Chicken Vs Small Quail
an impromptu metaphor adr used while we were discussing my job offers. there's no reason for a wait. anyone would have chosen the fat golden chicken! as the prospects of laying nice golden eggs in due time is rather promising. and of cos, if i set my eyes on the small quail, i may not run far.

i wonder what's stopping me really, to take up the fat golden chicken offer. it promises a fat pay cheque, attractive perks, fast career advancement and valuable job experience and opportunities. so what's the big inertia?

stepping into the unknown. new challenges. i suppose i've been in the cozy perimeters of comfortability for too long. i've been gripping too tightly to this current familiar job scopes, good bosses and favourable environment. breaking off from the nice turtle shell seems to be the hardest thing to do.

perhaps at some point of time in everyone's life that we need to sit down and make big decisions that would steer our life's direction. when we do have to make such choices, there may be anxieties about the 'what ifs'. and maybe, what it takes is just a big step of faith and a willing spirit to accept whatever that may come our way. if we constantly worry about what is to come, then we would never take another leap. we should just grow, develop and jump out of our comfort zones eh?

at this time. you would have guessed. i've decided to take up the fat golden chicken's offer :)

~gracie left a note at 1:02 pm

Monday, June 25, 2007

For the Sake of A Bigger Pay Check..
jump.. jump.. jump! $$ figures.

something that i've been mulling with all weekend. am i running after just a bigger pay check? or should job fulfilment be on a higher priority list? can i really get the best of both worlds?

making career plans isn't a fun thing to do, especially when i've gota sit down and seriously chart down my future 5 year plans. since graduation, i've been in search for the ideal job. what's ideal? good boss, good career prospects and good pay check. now that i've been offered quite a few job placements, my headache starts as i meet a significant crossroad in my life.

i thank God, as i feel ultra blessed to have good friends and loved ones who are supportive of my decisions. yet, i'm mindful too, that every decision, every action and every choice made has its consequence. *hmm. sound familiar? :)

well. time to get my head cracking. which offer should i accept? which should i reject? something to think about tonight.

~gracie left a note at 3:47 pm

Friday, June 22, 2007


I'm going! are you..?
the perks are attractive. check out the runner's kit! im going!! * grin. you see. the shape run starts at 7.30am on a sunday morning. on normal occasions, i would rather sleep in. BUT okay lor, for the sake of running to a "Shape-ier" body and for the perks, i will forego my few hours of sleep :) calling out to all interested girleys..


~gracie left a note at 2:51 pm

Tuesday, June 19, 2007


pic: taken by gracie 18.06.07 sentosa

Arent they cute?
it is the mascot stuffed toy for songs of the sea. its name? osca.

i haven't been to sentosa since last year and man! so much has changed. if you think sentosa is boring, then you will be pleasantly surprised by their much recent transformation. this can be a great getaway spot if you are not willing to travel too far off singapore but wish to give yourself a break from the bustling urban life.

thanks to my birthday. it has given me reasons to:
1. relax, celebrate and enjoy
2. give myself a birthday splurge
3. spend quality time with my darling on the offshores
4. act like a tourist and be mountain-turtle for once

i really enjoyed myself over weekend. lots of fond memories. lots of first-times. lots of cherished moments. we went on the luge. the bicycle trails. dragon trail and nature walk. 4d magix. songs of the sea. the southern most pt. the siloso beach. the palawan beach. so much of new memories created. ouch. my knees are aching now. signs of old age.

i feel ultra blessed and loved this weekend. i wana thank those who have remembered my bday in big and small ways. greatly appreciated your birthday msges you dropped over emails, smses and friendster :)

most of all, i wana thank the one. you're God's gift to me. i will keep all that you have done for me in my heart. i feel greatly cherished..*awww.


~gracie left a note at 12:09 am

Saturday, June 16, 2007


temasek design school's first High Definition short films are showing at Orchard Cine next tues. i'll be there. it's gona be great! :)


~gracie left a note at 6:46 pm




i love sunflowers...
even tho they aren't the most expensive flowers you can find, i just love 'em. yes. i got 'em for my birthday gift.


how sweet... :)


~gracie left a note at 6:41 pm

Friday, June 15, 2007


picture from www.corbis.com
Gateway to paradise

what would be your kind of paradise?


tahiti comes to mind.


the sun. the deep blue sea. the powdery white sand. the cozy shed. the relaxing cooling breeze. the beautiful sunset. the stars. the moon. the sky. pardon me, i'm having my usual routined dreamy moods.


~gracie left a note at 9:14 am

Wednesday, June 13, 2007


http://www.donotgiveup.net/ihatemyjob2.htm
Your job, My job
Have you ever been in a job where you feel you are at your worst? Perhaps you have. I remembered those days when I used to drag myself out of bed every morning and persuade myself to get to work. Maybe thru those ordeals, I’ve grown to appreciate happiness, blissful moments and good life better.

Nice bosses are hard to come by. Really. Don’t you just feel grateful when your big bosses understand your working style, appreciate your little work and forgive you, when you do make a silly mistake? Even though the learning curve is steep at times, I’m unafraid to learn, and to continually learn, because I know I’ll get there someday.

Just today, I received an email announcement of the restructuring of the DDs, AD and Managers with effect from July 07. I’m honestly really excited, as I see an increase in projects and responsibilities in my bosses’ portfolios. I’m beginning to see some light.

And the light is getting brighter…


~gracie left a note at 3:07 pm

Monday, June 11, 2007

wedding bells are ringing...
and has been ringing non stop!!

perhaps all good things come together in abundance. i have so far received quite a few wedding invites, happening from the months of july all the way to december 07! is this really a very good year to get married or what? ho ho ho.

anyway i'm looking forward to gary and qin's wedding next month. they have been the sweetest couple i've met for the longest time. i know it's gona be a joyous wedding to attend! and perhaps it's a good occasion to take lotsa pretty pictures of the pretty bride and the handsome groom too :)

~gracie left a note at 9:03 am

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

I Oso Wana Go!
i am so envious! just read kiat's entry on beach rendezvous and i can't help but.. but..but feel that the beach is calling out to me man! jiajie: can u use less inviting adjectives in your beach descriptions next time, just so that i won't feel so beach- 'gian' [hokkien term: desperate]!! :)

well, the summer sun is heating up. this is the best time of the year to laze in beach paradise, and let the calming waves carry your cares away... it is a pity that we don't have beauutiful sandy beach with crashing waves on this island. yes, it sure gives a good excuse to leave for a beach summer holiday. but june being the peak holiday period, BIG SIGH! for exorbitant holiday packages and huge holiday crowds. nonetheless, my beach-ing moods aren't dampened :)


~gracie left a note at 11:20 am

Tuesday, June 05, 2007

Which Princess...?
Shrek 3 features a group of fairytale princesses with some very impressive abilities. which of them would beat other contestants in a beauty pageant talent show hands down? i found this Cameron Diaz's interesting forum question on yahoo.sg home page as i was browsing through my emails in my yahoo mailbox.

Princess Fiona seems to be top of the list in the polled answers so far. she's the best candidate, since this is the ogre fairy tale show! still, i feel that Fiona comes across as an extraordinary candidate in a beauty pageant. for an obvious reason, she's ogre-looking. looks wise, she could possibly be the last on the list, against all other fairytale beauties like snow white, cinderella, rapunzel and sleeping beauty.


yet, we cannot deny her a chance based on just looks. or else, the beauty pageant would be just a superficial bimboistic contest. i'd choose Fiona as beauty pageant queen because she was originally a very pretty princess, who was willing to turn herself ogre-like, for Shrek's sake. in Shrek 3, she displayed distinctive female power! for the first time in fairytale history, the female lead SAVED the male lead! :) u go, girl!

she's my star heroine! who's urs?



~gracie left a note at 8:54 am

Sunday, June 03, 2007

Super Long Weekend Came & Gone...
so sad. how time really flies!

my weekend started last wednesday night with Shrek 3 movies at vivo and it is now 45mins to monday. thinking about work makes me feel sick. but to know that i'm starting work with adr tomorrow makes me feel glad, cos i'm not alone!

good moments are worth cherishing. while my parents were out of town, adr and i spent precious hours grocery shopping, cooking and messing up the kitchen! haha :) it was great fun just lazing around together, going to Cold Storage at midnight to pick up groceries, cooking for each other, farting at each other's noses and poking fun at each other.

as you can see, im still very much in love with my adr of course! *awwwww*


~gracie left a note at 11:02 pm

Saturday, June 02, 2007

爱心餐 - The Love Gourmet
Chicken macaroni soup first came to mind when i decided to give adr my cooking treat. i must salute his enthusiasm, as not many people are interested in gracie's cooking. hee :) this dish has always been the classic dish i would cook when i was in aussie land. some people ate this dish and nicknamed it, 'pasta in blend soup'. on other occasions, while cooking, my housemate would pop by the kitchen saying, "嘿! 你 减 肥 啊!!" everything on my plate always look blend, simple and unappetizing. well, perhaps it is in my family culture, i think - less sugar, less salt, no msg in the house. so it makes my cooking unbearable to some, simply blendy to others.

IF you have been friends with me for the longest time, you should consider yourself most fortunate to have tasted gracie's cooking. really, it is rare. perhaps i got my traumas from secondary school home economics class or maybe i just got sick of cooking since i started cooking when i was pretty young. i just didn't like the way my food taste. didn't really like the bother of preparing the ingredients and the process of cooking. and most of all, didn't feel comfortable cooking for people who wouldn't appreciate my food :)

somehow, all those dilemmas and fears just disappear when you know you're cooking for someone you love. i've grown to appreciate the goodness of spinning some dishes with loved ones in the kitchen. it would be nicer to know that you're putting in the extra amount of effort, because you are cooking for a loved one. the most fortunate ones who tried my cooking and have yet to complain diarrhea last night were two closest men of my life -joel & adr :)

you've gota ask these two men how i scored for my cooking! the only way to find out is to ask them the most important question, would you wana try gracie's cooking again?

pic above: chicken macaroni by adr + gracie 3 june 07


~gracie left a note at 5:02 pm

Friday, June 01, 2007

Saying goodbye..
has always been the toughest thing for me. tears get held up in my eyes. especially when you know you've been through so much with the next door neighbour, or colleague, or bestie in college. i hate goodbyes at the airport, cos' that's where i remember crying most.

i remembered some time ago, my dearest friend said to me just before i flew off to melbourne, 'gracie, be strong. i don't want to say goodbye. rather, i'd choose to say seeya, because i wana see you again.' yes, the assurance in those words have made the parting easier. maybe as time goes by, with more goodbyes said, one become emotionally stronger.

farewell parties aren't the nicest parties to go to. i remember crying bucketfuls of tears. while it is an end, it is also a new beginning for everyone else. a new change awaits - for those who are left behind, to get used to the new environment without the parted one. for the one who leaves, to start anew in another phase in life.

i had to say goodbye to my colleague, also my cousin and great pal at work on wednesday, being the last day of work in the month of May. i know that the office will be different without her presence. sob. she left me a friendster comment which warmed me heart,

Gracie I’m so gonna miss you when I leave! I would miss your “sibei sian” look in the mornings and those times when I’d just peek over to your desk and gossip with you… about real, saliva-ly juicy gossips. HAHA. Anyways, THANKS truckloads for being my colleague, cousin and friend all at the same time, THANKS for being there for me when I got my A level results, THANKS for all the precious advice that you have rendered, THANKS for making my bus journeys home less lonely, THANKS for being my dinner kaki, THANKS for sharing the joy with me on 21Feb, THANKS for giving me the opportunity to collect wonderful memories at TDS, and THANKS for making me tear as I read your comment. You know, it’s a wonder how we manage to click despite the age gap… This has been a fruitful learning process, which, I must say, wouldn’t be possible without your guidance and patience (and I mean lots of it!). And Gracie, you know what? I’m just THAT close to farting in your presence. HAHAHA. Don't miss me! :)


*teary. syl, take care :) the closeness in friendship doesn't stop at TDS, that's for sure.

~gracie left a note at 6:11 pm