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Wednesday, July 28, 2004

July 28, phew~ a long day today! what i remember myself doing the whole day was writing, writing and more writing! well, this semester's work is alot of reading and writing...which is something that....well~ you could say that i love to do? but i'll say these words with caution; cos' this is still Week2. Akan datang!! there's more to come man! =)

and yeah, as i hopped online, gota chat with Ron again. it's always nice to talk to him; and i'd say our friendship is drawn closer after he left for England. just today, he shared with me his artistic piece of work he sent in for the Uniquely Singapore contest for NDP 2004 and that got him a merit prize. i ain't surprised at all when i heard about it and i was really curious what kinda picture he sent in! i was Really excited when i clicked on the website! *hmm, wonder why?* it felt like clicking and looking at my results online! ha! once in there, i could immediately identify the pic he sent in even before he told me! (ain't i smart?! hee. guess i know him too well! to know which picture he took!)  it showed a big suitcase: it's filled up with clothes; family pictures; graduation pic; the Singapore passport plus boarding pass and the most important thing!! the Singapore flag! that picture says so much about homesickness...! if that picture could actually talk, i reckon it should be screaming at the top of its voice: "Singapore, i love you! wait for me! i missed you and i'm coming back home really soon to celebrate your 39th birthday!" yeah, i'm not surprised that he won the merit prize. a very artistic piece, i'd say! and yes! i could really feel that 'homesickness' surging within me, as i speak of the coming national day! time to be patriotic again, people!

and yesss, guess that's what bonded my friendship with Ron more closely over the years. he was more of a da-gorgor, an artistic fellow in whom i'm not that close to. now, perhaps i've grown up over the years? *did i? hee...maybe!* and that homesickness reinforced that bonding together. we can really understand each other when we share with one another the longing to be home; the missing-home sickness is sometimes so strong that it becomes a motivation for us to finish off our studies as soon as we can, so that we can be home sweet home! and i'm really envious of Ron now...he's going back on national day and watching ndp live!! oh, i just wished....i could be part of that!?! i missed National Day twice! and this year's going to be my 3rd time...sigh~i missed singing the national anthem now...and national pledge too!!!



~gracie left a note at 9:01 pm

Sunday, July 25, 2004

July 25, i've been surfing the net lately...been really interested in the latest hits and pop songs in town! oh, in case you are wondering: i'm doing my research! hehe~ yep! i'm doing Sociology of Pop Music this semester, taught by Robert again! i love his seminars and tuts--pretty fun! and yeah! i had a great time sinking myself in Josh Groban's songs online! simply love him!~ i must daringly say that his tenor-voice is superb! simply great! a soothing 'feel' that takes my breath away! once i start listening to his songs, i just can't help but continue playing it~ his voice has captured my soul away...

unlike other pop songs, whose themes circulated around triangular relationships, break-ups and disappointing experiences in life, his lyrics are comforting and hopeful. i especially love his "You Raise Me Up"!

"When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary;
When troubles come and my heart burdened be;
Then, I am still and wait here in the silence,
Until you come and sit awhile with me.
You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains;
You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas;
I am strong, when I am on your shoulders;
You raise me up: To more than I can be."


have a listen to him and you'll agree with me that he's Pow'r! perhaps these words really uplifted my soul these days....and i just can't help but feel encouraged!! =) lately, homesickness overwhelmed my soul. to a large degree, i felt alone deep inside. i long to be with my loved ones, who would 'raise me up'. however, there seem to be no one who's really able to be there for me...physically, emotionally and spiritually. i tried to call SOS; apparently even SOS was too busy for me. maybe i've relied too much on these people in my life; simply too much. without them, it seemed harder to "stand on mountains", to "walk on stormy seas" and to be "more than i can be". it's just so hard....so hard at this time....just gota cope on my own and to raise myself up!



~gracie left a note at 8:55 pm

Wednesday, July 21, 2004

July 21, my 2nd day at uni. still missed home alot! slowly but surely, it will disappear with time. recently, i've been running lotsa errands...trying to get everything done before uni starts and i'm glad that things have sorted out ever since last week!
 
first thing first, my air-ticket! the first horror i got when i returned melbourne was that i realised that i threw out by mistake my open-SQ air-ticket few months ago!! when i reported the loss at the STA Travel Agency, the guy at the desk told me that it takes more than 2 weeks to get all these mess fixed because they couldn't access my flight info from the Singapore Office. and not only do i need to wait, they have to charge me 90 bucks just for the admin work?! *what duh...* my heart sank. "dope!" i exclaimed. but off came a brilliant idea! *think! think! light bulb* yep, called up my mommy and she did me a big favour....hop around STA Office in Singapore and immediately, all the records got printed out. Eventually it worked out to be an eticket and i could easily fly back on SQ with my passport end of the year! which means....i need not wait for STA Agency here to do the admin work and also, not have to pay 90 bucks!!! how good is that? =) *grinnnn*
 
but the only challenge for me is to call SQ in Melb to inform them of my return flight details and changes. now, that is new to me...haven't made such calls and i'm a little apprehensive. however, all things worked out great!!! haha, i even booked my flight home!!! i've even booked a window seat! *yehhh!!!!* and this time, i'll be arriving in Singapore in the afternoon........strange, but good time! yessss, i love day-flights!~ man!!! i just can't believe this! i just came back and i'm already arranging my return flight dates!!! =)
 
that got sorted out....Phewww! and the next thing: my course subjects. as this is my final semester at uni, i have to make sure i have met all the requirements for my 3 years course here. if not, they wouldn't allow me to graduate!!! arggghhh~ that will be so terrible if it really did happen!! well, to make matters more complicated, i need to ask the Course Advisor for help; the thing is, "i don't even know who she is? where's her office? how to contact her?" well, i went down to the Arts Faculty HelpDesk to ask on Monday....and eventually it worked out that i would just need to fill up a form, hand it in and within 3 days, i would be able to know whether if i fulfilled the university criterias for graduation end of this year. woohoo!~ i got the prompt email replied to me yesterday informing me that i'm alright! =) *yehhh! another thing settled!!*
 
so far so good....! and yep, my health is coming back....have been popping fedac for the past few days and yes, my running nose is much better now! just that my nose is peeling so badly that i just wished i could chop it off! my fever is gone~ just need to get started with my engines once more! lotsa reading to catch up with and that's why i'm currently in the library typing away! man!!! back to this library again.....getting books off the shelf and trying to start reading Week One's material on my reading lists! lots to cover....!!! gota go home now.....if not, it gets too dark outside.....
 
it's 4pm now...another day almost gone!


~gracie left a note at 1:32 pm

Thursday, July 15, 2004

July 15, i wrote these words at Melbourne Airport while waiting for daybreak:

"life seemed so much like a dream over the past 35days spent in Singapore. it's a dream because there were too many surprises which happened actually in reality!!~ when the plane took off from Changi Airport, my heart sank with utter unfounded sadness. suddenly, my memories of my 35-days stay in Singapore had to be instantly set-aside....came to a pause....very soon in the matter of hours, i would have to once again start my life afresh in Australia. such agonising experience is terrible and i promise myself never to endure it again!

i'm beginning to feel sick...homesick plusss real sick. i've been sneezing throughout my plane journey; i didn't sleep much cos' the uncle seated right beside me was coughing throughout the flight journey. i felt really uncomfortable seated right smack in the middle between 2 people; what to do? that's what economy seats are~ and how did i kill time through the journey? movies, cartoon and games plus busy with finding tissue paper for my leaking nose!~ oh man! grrrrr...rr *shudder* it's 6 degrees when i landed at Melb, at 4:55am. "phew! finally!"

over here, the air is filled with cigarette smoke which seriously choke me a great deal. people here fancy coffee in the morning so much so that the Cafe is the only shop which opens at such an early hour. Singrish would never be heard in this place cos' Australians speak aussie (duh!?) but that's how foreign this place feels. i long to be home....i miss Changi Airport...i miss home at this very moment!!

oh well~ what to do? now that i'm here, i've gota make do with whatever i have and just live with it for the next 5months. and i guess this warm-fuzzy-miss-home feel will be gone in a week's time......hmmm~"

~gracie left a note at 6:10 pm

Friday, July 02, 2004

July 2, a misty friday afternoon. here i am, seemingly "no life", sitting right in front of the computer screen at home. i reckon this is the best way to conserve energy, isn't it? hehe. optimum rest during the hols is what i have always looked forward to while i was struggling with my essays, exams and assignment datelines last semester. and that's what i consider 'a fulfilling holiday' back home in singapore.

July also marks the month of Singapore Food Festival! yeah, i flew back here for goood food! and that's something i wana do! i will use the remaining 2 weeks to check out the food outlets. i'm definitely "ON!" for satays, roti prata, roti john, zui-gueh, teh-tarek, you-zha-gueh, laksa, mee robus, dao-sa-piah, dao-hueh zui, durian!!!! and much more.....yum yum! i'm starting to droooollll....

out of the 35-days spent here in singapore, yesterday was considered one of my most fruitful days i spent alone. usually, i'd meet up with friends or chris or people....yesterday was quite an exception. since everyone's busy working and studying, some busy getting married and some others looking for jobs, i'm kinda left on my own. having quite a long list of things to do, i decided to head for Orchard....where most of my stuffs could be done. oh yar, gota first meet up with joyce for a Subway lunchie. a pretty simple meal and a short chat with this 'rich woman', according to grace. hehe. thereafter, i was pretty much alone. shopping is of no interest to me!~ the Great Singapore Sale isn't a temptation at all! nothing strikes me....even if it did, i guess it's not the time to spend money on these "extras", isn't it? with that, shopping is therefore, a 'no-no'. so what did i do for the few hours?

1. Check out OP outlets in Orchard Wisma and Taka. really like their stuffs....but of course, i was there for another reason: check out the berms for Chris. well, it's a disappointing search cos' firstly, the salesgirl wasn't that helpful; secondly, the sizes left were really limited. there's just no luck!

2. Went down to Taka Post Office and sent a registered mail to melbourne. it didn't take long to queue and i was out within minutes. phew~ an important task done!

3. Walked down Orchard Road and there i saw HMV! oh yes, BP asked me to check out his jap anime cds he wanted. well, even though i'm not an anime-fan, i promised BP to help. while i browsed through the shelves, i came across Ocean Ou De Yang's cd Gu Dan Bei Ban Qiu--wooohooo! listened to his songs....man! fell in love with his voice instantly! a tenor-voice which draws the hearts of young girls like me!! hehe...yeah, really like his songs so much that i felt so bad hogging that headphones! eventually i just have to tell myself to focus on my "mission to HMV" before i could leave that chinese cd behind. well, about the anime cd....i found them!!! but whoaaa, it was super expensive! way beyond BP's budget! well.....too bad, i guess.

3. After HMV, i tried to explore the shops further down Centrepoint area....but nothing caught my eye....! decided to walk back to Orchard mrt station, even though my legs were tired. glad i walked....cos' i happened to pass by Paragon and remembered that i should drop by Singapore Airlines to ask them about the open ticket matters. got it done within minutes as well.

4. finally, when i got back to Orchard station, oh well, went up to Popular Bookshop...went to the notebook section to search for the specific orangey-coloured "Wassup?" notebooks for James. i was doubtful about my search as i've checked out quite a few branches and i didn't seem to spot them. to my surprise, i saw them!! so it was another mission accomplished today! =)

5. Came back home and yesssss....took on the 'Cinderella-role' and there i was vacuuming the house and cleaning up the mess at home. got a phone call from dad and man~ it was a good and bad news altogether! do you wana hear the bad news first? bad news was: my dinnertime would be DELAYED! i'm really hungry...but no choice....gota wait till 8pm! i'm starving! the good news to make me feel better was, we're going for Swensons! it was a worthwhile wait......yum yum bake rice and a Ring-a-Dinga-Ling ice cream served right after that! simply mmmm~ marvelllllous....

what made my day was a surprising news which i got at 9:45pm. it was an online message from Annie!! i have been anxiously waiting for her appearance on msn for the past few days. i never seemed to catch a glimpse of her at all. i had asked her to collect my hsy essays on my behalf from the history office last week. since then, there was no news. that made me really worried.

the hsy essay results were important to me as they determined my final score. i have been worried that i would flung my final hsy essay i handed up on the day i flew back singapore. i must admit that i faced multiple problems and difficulties when writing it up. my energies were really exhausted. what i wanted to do was to finish it up and hand in. so i expected my results to be mediocre or just a pass. to my surprise, i got an A+!!!!!!! i was totally thrilllllled!

man! i should call for a celebration! Yesss, i did it again! Another record breaker! God heard my prayers! without His help, i would have not made it! phewww~ i really heaved a sigh of relief when Annie announced the good news. would anyone care to celebrate with me??? anyone?

~gracie left a note at 4:38 pm