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Wednesday, December 27, 2006

unexpected joys of xmas
this year's xmas was extraordinarily exciting! despite the insufficient sleep [yes, sleeping beauty here], enjoyed the hype and all the endless joys and parties. it's good too, to meet new peeps during this season.

it's another longer weekend comin' up. yay. another time for party! :)


~gracie left a note at 1:06 pm

Friday, December 22, 2006

Director's Note
Got this from my Director before long weekend holidays begin :)



A young boy was at the doctor with his grandma when the nurse took a close look at his freckles and said with a frown, my dear, you will have to watch those freckles.

The little boy was a little upset and as he sat on grandmother's lap waiting for the medicine to be dispensed, he whispered, "Grandma, are my freckles making me look ugly?"

Grandma immediately held him close to her face and said in a gentle voice, "Naw, nothing on earth can be more beautiful than this face of freckles."

The little boy thought for a while and said, "but there is."

"And what is that?" Grandma asked.

The boy smiled, "Wrinkles."

There is beauty in everything.

Guys, here is wishing you guys well! In the coming year, I wish you a fantastic year of self discovery and enjoyment. May joy be present in whatever you do. Cheers.

~gracie left a note at 2:04 pm


Our Last Day
received an unexpected call from mr filmmaker when he arrived back at changi airport. i can't help but felt warm when he told me he returned my call almost immediately after he touched down. he was out of town for awhile. now he's back.

he's been busy with directing his upcoming HD film. it's a joy to speak to him. really. never knew he's so 'drama-mama' and 'emo' until he shared with me the synopsis of his film. "Our Last Day" tells the maudlin story of separation between two best friends who befriended each other in a foreign land. In light of their current predicament, the two best of friends attempt to spend their last day together like how they have always used to. [says mr filmmaker] his film focuses on themes of friendship, cherishing the present and aspiring hopes for the future. after watching his film teaser, i'm awed. it's so 'gracie'! so romantic! so soapie! so...[im beyond words]

perhaps i could truly relate to his film. i know i'd cry if i watch the movie itself. been through some of his 'drama -mama' film moments in my life and i truly believe in his main tag line, 'one thing for sure. distance apart doesn't mean distance at heart'.

do you believe in that too?

~gracie left a note at 9:55 am

Thursday, December 21, 2006

xmas moods
i tot i'd never feel the xmas moods this year. no reason to celebrate. no special dates. but as the day draws nearer, i begin to receive more gifts. more flowers. more chocolates. more prezzies. from so and so?? :) [just don't start guessing!] more gatherings and more excuses for parties.

im beginning to love christmas. im looking forward to it!!

~gracie left a note at 9:37 pm

Friday, December 15, 2006

Something Beautiful...
during my trip to Krabi, sheryl and i sat down for long chats. i think the only time we didn't talk was probably when we were sleeping. apart from the sleeping hours, we spent rest of the time just chatting, sharing, catching up and reflecting upon the past. we were talking! talking and more talking! on the cruise, viewing sunsets, at dinners, during shoppin...everywhere we go we yak! perhaps it's gracie, that's why :)

of all the things we yakked about, sheryl shared with me her favourite line: 'God makes something beautiful out of our blemishes.' yes indeed, no one's perfect. we have got our strengths, we do have weaknesses too. that doesn't mean that we give up on ourselves when we see our own faults.

perhaps i've been suffering from low self esteem for a long while. i've always felt i'm never good enough. never worthy to be loved. as i see my own insecurities and deficiencies, i humbled my heart so low that i thought no one knew. but im thankful that God sees our weakness. despite our imperfections, He gives completeness. even though we can't be the most perfect, we can be seen as most beautiful.

this i learnt from my Krabi trip. as i observed how simple lives the locals lead, i admire their spirit of contentment and self-fulfilled joy in appreciating simple living. here in singapore, we are cooped up in a competitive society when everyone feels stressed out. why? they pushed their lives to work harder, because society has mold them to think they are slackers. we grew up as unhappy people. we are trained to compete. we are accustomed to forcing ourselves to rise up to higher grounds. we are forever unhappy people.

if you feel the same way, just let me say: it's time to take a break! have a kitkat! despite all the imperfections, let us learn to see beauty in blemishes. let us appreciate the unworthy and the unfortunate.

~gracie left a note at 3:43 pm

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Krabi Getaways
many episodes of beautiful moments happened during this trip. it's the best and most memorable getaways this year before the year comes to a closing. yes, the sun, the powdery sand, the sea and the breeze gave serenity to the place. this trip has allowed me to see what simple living by the beach is all about. the authenticity and the exotic aura was in the air. the locals were friendly and were great to talk to. perhaps it was their welcoming smiles that drew our hearts to this place. many of them thought i was a thai. was it a compliment? *shrug* maybe. they went on asking where sheryl and i were from. and when we did tell them we were from singapore, they responded: "yes, a beautiful land with beautiful people!" :)

SHOPPING was good. what was more engaging was the bargaining process. going out with sheryl -my 'kiasu-nana'cuzzie [she calls herself]- was made embarrassing at times when she attempted to slash prices so low that locals couldn't breathe when she gave them her quotes. it's funny to bargain with some of them, tapping on the calculators and insisting on low prices. some of them became 'good friends' with us after awhile. one of the guys came around and shook our hands as we bid goodbye. some sadness came to me when they said, 'we hope to see you again here. come back soon.' it's just heartwarming to know that you have made friends there during this short trip and it's time to say goodbye.

SIGHTSEEING and island hopping was the 'funnest'! the thrills of getting somewhere else and to explore the forboding cliffs, clear waters and interesting islands were great. it's going on interesting rides on the long tail boats, tuk tuks and open air 4WDs that made it unforgetable. maybe i've been too protected here in Singapore. everywhere here is air conditioned, sheltered away from the sun and away from the pollution. there in krabi was fun, because it was going back to Mother Nature and enjoying every moment of 'kampung' life.

SNOKELLING brought lots of smiles and laughters to sheryl and the cruise driver. why? thanks to my animated actions at sea. there were times i wanted to stand in waters, but ended up floating on waters. drank lots of sea water and according to sheryl, i looked simply hilarious. fishes and corals underwater were beautiful. i came out of waters wondering where i was!? being a natural sinker, it took me a long while to finally pull myself up that long tail boat. the driver stood there laughing so hard that he forgot to lend his hand to me. well finally with much strength and help, i got on the boat. fun and rewarding.

SUNSETS at Ko Lanta beach was just spectacular. lazing on the viewing decks overlooking the sea was amazingly soothing to the soul. God has great taste and is a great painter! His creation is so beautiful that you wished it was neverending. had long chats with sheryl at the beach and truly enjoyed the moments. every sunset was great.

SEASHELLS at Ko Lanta beach were pretty. we spent time just pickin sea shells. thoughts of special people came to mind. i remembered the special birthday surprise donny threw me and his birthday gift to me was a bag of seashells. and yeah, i chose to pick up orangy and bright coloured shells which were unique to this beach. sheryl picked up the pearly white ones. shells come in various shapes and sizes, colours and designs. there are thousands of shells on the beach, but we choose to pick some for keeps. like friendships, we choose some to be our friends. they become special people in our lives who bring unique colours to our souls. have you found your special seashell yet? heya i've picked up seashells for friends - i'm thinking of you as i picked them up ;)

SHERYL is a great travel partner. perhaps we are so similar that it's easier to understand a lot of each other's unspoken inhibitions. we realised we haven't changed much since childhood. i've ever always grown up yakking a lot. and yes, through this trip, i still yakked a lot :) and we do realise from this trip that we come from a very big close-knitted extended family. amongst the 30++ cousins and our 14 uncles and aunties, we maintain very intimate bonds. travelling with a cousin has been a very heartwarming experience, as our lives drew closer in blood ties and bonding. we shared about our families, our grandparents, our childhood past, our present lives and of cos, our goals for the future.

~gracie left a note at 10:06 am

Thursday, December 07, 2006

happiness with Happy Feet
if there is one movie you must catch, it is Happy Feet!! if you need something to cheer you up, it is Happy Feet!! if you need some good entertainment, it is still Happy Feet!! why? i loved the humor in this show. i laughed so much.

i've always wanted to catch this show. thanks for your company, adree~! i shouldn't have told ya about skiing and rolling down from snow slopes just before this show! wrong choice man!! anyway, it was fun :)

check out the trailers @ http://www2.warnerbros.com/happyfeet/

~gracie left a note at 11:21 pm

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

MAD - Making A Difference
my heart warmed as i watched this.
you'll know what i mean. go on - view it.

http://www.teachermovie.com/

~gracie left a note at 9:35 pm

Sunday, December 03, 2006

blessing in disguise
it's a blessing in disguise. through downfalls, pain, hurts and depression, we grow to become stronger, mightier and tougher. the rainbow bends at the other end after the thunderstorms. scary to know, but somehow we grow - we change after significant tragedies happen in our lives.

somehow i learn more when i hit dead ends. i realise more when i fall hard enough. i don't seem to really bother if the pain isn't that bad. and when crisis comes, it shakes me off my comfort zones and pulls me closer to making difficult decisions and ponder more of life.

and yes, i feel blessed at this moment. i don't really feel that i'm in the best state of happiness, because im facing difficult moments. yet, i rejoice and feel contented to find life's gems. such precious gems are not materialistic treasures, but of friendship, love and companionship. it's to know that someone is always there for you, even though you are in the deepest trenches of life's difficulties.

i don't speak of the pain, because dwelling on the hurts isn't going to free me of it. but not talking about it doesn't necessarily mean the hurts are over. it does mean that i wana hold on to the sweetest things in life and remember the gems that God has placed in my life. not so much the bad and dullest colours of life, but rather be contented with the best things.

so my friend, cheer up too! i know that you might be feeling the same way, but let's turn our eyes upon the beautiful, the great, the joyful and the precious things in our lives.

~gracie left a note at 8:37 pm