May 22, whoaaaa!!! finalllly!!! the BIG stress is over! phew! tell you guys what happened for the past few days....it's been a torture...real torture man!

1. I've been sleeeeping really late...gota bed at 12+ and didn't get to sleep till hours later! have been getting bad dreams and consequently, a 'heavy' head...forced myself to wakey early to rush my assignment and that's not it!

2. Didn't have time for grocery shopping this week and didn't have time to really cook; ate crappy breakfast, lunch and dinner! i was almost feeding on bread with nutella all day! poor me!

3. Got up really early friday morning; didn't drink a single sip of water...no food...just simply typing in front of the computer for the whole morning, whole afternoon....finally completed the 4000words History assignment at 5pm on the dot!!! and whoh! by then, my hands were really shivering!~ no energy...tired...and feeling lousy.

4. When i gota caregroup last night at church, everyone was like~ hey!! you lost weight...and aw~ you look really tired! and yeah...i do!!and yes! i went down by a few kgs this week...! man! i'm gona give myself a good treat on monday, after i hand in this big assignment! never wana think about it again for at least a few months!!! have been typing words like 'Muslim' and 'Islam' for million of times, oh well, it's an exaggeration! but yarr...eeekss...i'm having phobia now...!!

5. after all that struggle, all i asked for is: have good dinner, good rest and a peace of mind! know what!?!!! just as i wanted to do so, our water supply got cut off 3 hours ago...the piping along the road, outside our house, burst!!! and the fresh water flowed down the streets and right now, the road is flooded! yikes! they turned off our water supply and i'd no water to cook dinner tonight!! and yes, again! crappy dinner (gota beg for bread from annie, cos' there's nothing in my fridge!) and i need water to brush my teeth and wash up before going to bed tonight!!!! arghhhh....what should i do???

oh well, this is what happens when you stay away from home! you get to really appreciate what you have back home! and oh yar! i'm so glad that we mowed our lawn last sunday!!!~ finallly man! tell you guys something...the grass was as tall as me for a few months!!!! and that made our house practically looking like it was in a middle of a deep forest...!!! that was how bad it was before!!! and yeah, now, it's all done...! haha, guess what? cos' we didn't mow it often, our grass has turned brown!! no longer green anymore!!!! how clever!~ =)

anyway, i'll be flying back this June hols!! yeh!~ so i'll see you guys soon! i really wana have a GOOD GOOD winter break! break from this place for the time being! i've been really tired and stressed out lately with assignments and i just wished that life wasn't that hard!!! but well, what to do?! this is the life of a student...and while i was struggling with typing these assignments, i constantly tell myself: i would never wana take up Hons or Masters after this! i don't wana get myself into more stressss....of writing 16000 words-essay!!! i'll just DIE!!!! 4000 words is more than what i can bear....16000??!??! No Way...!