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Tuesday, June 29, 2004

June 29, time fliesssss....very soon, i'll be on my way back to the cold cold melbourne. i've been enjoying my time back here in singapore. it still feels like a dream....to be spending loads of time with people here and going to places that i'd love to go.

funny how~ the passion for shopping has left me completely! never had the thought of going shopping even though i have the time to! perhaps it's because of the 6-months isolation in that bayview avenue! didn't do any shopping...EXCEPT grocery shopping! while i was in mel last semester. no tv at home, no entertainment...i wonder how i ever survived through the 'ordeal'?! perhaps i've gotten used to the 'no-life' lifestyle so much so that i have forgotten how to live a 'life' back home now in singapore?! =) such an irony!

currently, i'm very worried for my essays i handed up just before i left melb. somehow i know deep inside my heart, they are pieces of work i have put my best effort in doing. however, there's always this 'gut-feeling' that haunts me--that i'm not gona do well this semester. as the release of results date draws nearer, i feel more exasperated! what if those essays turned out to be lousy...? what if i flung...? lotsa 'what-ifs' crossed my mind. i'm really worried.

well....we'll see how things go~ =)



~gracie left a note at 2:19 pm

Friday, June 11, 2004

June 11, yeh! i'm back! the flight was a long, long journey...tired as i was, i still managed to keep awake for the last few hours on the plane! very excited as i count down the hours to arrive at Singapore Changi Airport! man! when i saw that, i knew i am home! i'm home!!!

the first thing when i arrived here...it's HOT!! very warm here! man!! never imagined that i'm back into the Sahara world now. it's sucha contrast man! i was wearing 3 layers and still shivering away....and now, can't wait to just wear lesser!

of course, it's been good to meet loved ones...and always, always...when i meet chris after a long while, i just feel that 'stranger-feel'. it seems like i don't know him....the person i've been talking to while i was still in melbourne isn't 'him'!?! hehe...well, it takes time to get used to this. gota have dinner with him and it was good...! =) missed those times when i could do that!

anyway, gota go...will talk about the lion city more next time...=)

~gracie left a note at 12:11 pm

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

June 9th, just a bit more to go, gracie!! hang in there! sigh!~ i haven't finish my essay...how???!!! diexx! i can't believe i'm leaving tomorrow...so fast!! i have yet to finish my assignment! chamzz...well, i'm going to wakey early tomorrow morning again to finish up the last bits of the essay. actually my essay have reached the word limit...but just that, i've yet to finish what i want to express in my essay. hmm...i hope i can do that tomorrow! i promise myself i will wanna get as much rest as i can when i'm on the airplane and i wana enjoy myself and FREEE myself from the tortures of essay writing for a period of time!!!

i'm still considering whether to take up history again next sem! i'm dying...!! oh yar! what cheered my up a lot was that Gary dropped off my bday gift today without me knowing!! oh, that was so sweet of him! i was smiling so much at the Pooh he left on my comp table in my room today...=) *grinnn* oh well, i'm having mixed feelings now...don't know to feel excited or not!! haven't finish what i need to do!!! sigh~~~ shall see how things go tomorrow!

will see those of you in singapore soon! hadiyosss!

~gracie left a note at 9:09 pm

Friday, June 04, 2004

HUH!!! June 4th liao! wasssup? time fliesss so fast man! well, the only reason why i'm in here today is that: I FINISHED MY EXAMS! *shouts of hurrrray!!* yeah man! it's been a challenging week for me and i'm glad todays' Friday! time to take off my gear and rest abit when Sabbath comes along.

for the past few days, i've been suffering from insomnia yet again...haven't been able to sleep really well. the only thing that stops me from sleeping every night is the thought of exams, stress and more stress. i wonder why i feel the stress so much this semester...why? maybe it's been a struggle to get through the whole string of assignment datelines and exams throughout this semester. my housemates raised their hands and feet in agreement when i commented that it's ever the fastest semester i have ever had! exams were alright....questions came out as expected and there weren't any surprises for me. i just hope i did alright~ wonder how strict my markers are this semster....?!~

what keeps me moving on this week is the thought of going home! yeh! in less than a week's time, i'll be home...and before i step back to the place i long to be, i have to put in my best effort for my exams! and with that, i endured this week...! what a word: endured?! hmm, it's exciting, now that i think about it! i'll be going home soon!!! yes, very soon!!

now, i've ONE last thing: my history essay. all my hopes of getting a HD for my history depends on this paper. oh! this topic i've chosen is very interesting...on a familiar historical figure you guys SHOULD know!! our beloved Sir Stamford Raffles. haha, this reminds me of what Chris told me last night. i was complaining to him about the fact that i have yet to do research and writing up the 2500words seem an impossible task to complete by this week. and he suggests, in the introduction: Raffles came to singapore; content: Raffles died; conclusion: Raffles is standing in Singapore now! *hahaha, i just laughed so hard!* if only i could do that!!! =)

anywayz, i've finished most of my research now....that's why, it's time to relax now! here i am, in the library, in front of a LCD screen, happily typing this bloggie for today! i wana really really get over this essay as sooon as i can so that i can just spend one day: rest, relax and eat the food i want!!! that day is coming soon....i can't wait!!!!

~gracie left a note at 11:34 am