Aug 11, horror!! arghhhh~ *scream* what's so frighteninnng?? i discovered i've got a cavity in my tooth! yikes! i'm in seriously deep deep trouble!?~ i hate visiting the dentist! i don't wanna go there! i'm just worried that after examination, he would pronouce a death sentence: "sorry, i've gota get your tooth out!" that will be just so sad!!!~ *ouch!* now, i really regretted taking my nice set of teeth for granted! haven't been really taking care of them as well as i should! i must really take care of them really well after this!!

oh no...i don't know...mixed feelings now. should i make a dental appointment soon? or should i just delay a little longer till end of the year? i'm just really scared of the dentists, just don't know why? it's been an innate fear since childhood? perhaps my memories of dental visits had been frightening experiences? simply fearful~just can't calm myself down. *shuddder!!* how i wish chris is around right now. i remembered that he dragged me to the dentist the other time. seriously, he did a great job in making my dental visits so much more memorable and enjoyable than what it really was; wonder what he did to make me feel that way? i still remember that i felt more at ease sitting on the dental arm-chair then, after he reassured me that everything would be fine and that he's always there waiting for me outside.

guess i've gota go all alone this time...feeling really scarreed now. but what to do? i've got no choice; have to get them fixed before my tooth gets rotten inside?! hmm~ i shall pluck up my courage to make a dental appointment first thing first tomorrow morning...