March 27 2005

is this truly the realities of life? that it is short and we just gota treasure every single moment we have with our loved ones around? as i read through the messages sent by benny stored in my phone, i just can't help but cry alot. i wana keep all his messages with me...these are my only treasures of my short-lived friendship with him.

18 March
hi...benny here
are you gracie?
oh so late! :) i will tell pitt on monday that you are overworking ha
what? you brought work home to do??gee
you are becoming more localised hmmm sometimes i wonder if thats a good or bad thing :)
oh with bf huh :) OK shall not disturb
hmmm if it makes you feel better...likewise :)
hullo!:)
well i don't like her anymore but the pain is still there

19 March
hey good morning :) i just got up...so how soon is soon?
ha im free today :)
i'll see you at Bugis?
do you know how to get there?
hey glad to hear that you got home safe and sound :)

20 March
hey hullo :) asleep already?

21 March
good morning :)
made a mistake is freaking hot!
oh i mean i went to the coffee shop near nas but weather is really bad
so bad...hmmpf
hey back from lunch?
was that jean you were with?
sigh is only 4 15 :(
nooo i almost fell asleep :)
ha is ok la...you wanna date me huh :)
i can come yishun ha
ha wat makes you think im running around :)
ha you wanna know? you have to meet me to find out :)
ya had a quick bite you?
hey where are you having dessert at?
you alone ah
ha ok let me know when you finish dinner
:) ok give me awhile more

22 March
still touring nas?:)
going for lunch huh :)
hey have you girls finish lunch?im a little hungry :)

23 March
hmmm are you trying to date me?:)
so thick skin
hey im in serangoon nw you go ahead with jean first i will catch up with later at funan
oh...i went to funan to look for you just now
sigh if you are not busy :)
hmmm is ok dont worry about it :)

24 March
hmmm i dont think i can today sigh the tso insist on buying me lunch today
dont worry i can always come funan and lunch with you beautiful girls :)
:) hmmm anyway wouldnt jean feel out of place if you bring her along?
i mean she does not know me
ha no la for me is fine has she seen me before?
oh ha ha ok at least she has seen me
ha so did she say anything bad about me :)
ha ha ha shoo go do your work :)
hey where are you?
eh? i saw you going to funan:)
sigh so i just miss lunch with two beautiful ladies today :)
ya but i went over funan to find you girls :)
hey call me when you free :p
hey think i see you next week? come to think of it is a little rush for me
okie dokie dun miss me :)

26 March
Benny had a fatal road accident...