March 27

i went for his funeral wake. that was the last thing i could ever do for a friend. when i saw him, my heart just went out for him. he was still smiling cheerfully few days ago when i last saw him. now, he's all pale, without life, sleeping in a coffin. *i cried* tears just rolled down my cheeks...i will miss him.

benny, even though i merely know you for two weeks, never regretted spending time with ya. i will always remember our times spent together....will always remember your smiles, our conversations and will always keep you in my heart as my dearest friend.