30 May 2005

haven't been online for the past 2 weeks. felt like i've lost touch with the rest of the world~ felt like i haven't been sharing my life with good friends! ;) well, it really feels good to be back here, to stay connected to the world wide web and be in touch with ppl here in the virtuals. my dad cancelled our internet connections last month and i haven't been able to have the luxury to sit in front of computer at work to check my emails/ blog. *not allowed to do that as well...=p*

so much has happened over these 2 weeks, but i must say i feel so much better after being able to sort out my life and get right my priorities. feel happier afterall! find myself smiling more ;p but life's been really stressful at work. especially when our dear director came back from his 1 week-vacation leave, he's been shouting at us all day. really hard to concentrate on work at times...sigh~ got ticked off last Friday for not being able to find a specific information he needed so badly while he was on holidays! imagine!!~ still receive emails from him even while he's on leave!! i thought i could have some peaceful moments while he was away from Archives....no, i was wrong.

anyway, i just struggle to wake up every morning. the thought of going to work just makes me dread the thought of seeing dawn the next day. isn't it sad? to not forward to working?!? well, guess it's time to take a break! have a good holidays before coming back to work again! i'm looking forward to my b'day...cos' i took 3 days off!! i wana break soon!! hopefully my dear director approves my leave application tomorrow! *just gota pray hard!*