7 may 2005

my heart melted after reading a friend's blog just then. can't help but feel thankful that someone in this world really cares. i want so much to say:

"hey, you've never failed to be around me whenever something big happens in my life. do you still remember the monash shooting event? we almost cried when we couldn't find each other in the midst of rushing crowds after those deadly gunshots sounded. it's times like these when i realise how much i treasure life, how much i treasure you as a friend.

there are some friends in whom you can only smile and say 'hi' to. there are some others in whom you're not afraid to act silly, pout or even cry aloud. even though i haven't acted silly, pout or even cried aloud in front of you, i know you're someone i can lean onto. you know, i really wish i can get a hug from you now...just need a crying shoulder to lean on at this moment. you're right; some things are just not worth holding on cos' reflections upon precious memories just gives us glimpses of hope and unreal happiness. it's sucha pain to go through rough times like these..."