Aug 8

it's national day eve. it doesn't feel like it at all for me. work continued to pile up enormously today. as usual, yes- so usual, that i left office at 8pm. actually i'm thankful that i was able to leave 'earlier', as elaine helped me a little with the administrative work which i had to do by wednesday. sigh~ sometimes i just wonder if i was slow in managing my work load or that i really have loads to do?! i feel seriously inadequate in multi-tasking. the more i try to do at the same time, i more blur i would be! my mind just stops functioning by 6pm?! it's normal, isn't it? we aren't machines; machines need breaks too!

ain't i glad that tomorrow's a public holiday?! been looking forward to it and i'm thankful i've gota reprieve now at this crucial stage of the project. im barred from taking leave or time offs by my boss; she made known through emails last friday, stopping all officers from doing so. oh well, what to do?! that's just how things are. i'm now pathetically looking forward to public holidays and more public holidays! can't imagine how life would be in the next few months! i'm already counting down to Deepavali!

anyway, it's good to sleep in tomorrow and not think about rushing, running around and meeting deadlines! how great is that?! i'm just going to concentrate on following up and finishing some of the important matters which need clearance by this wednesday. i have never felt so hardworking before! sigh~ looking ahead, i feel that i'd be extra busy this week!! in fact, super busy! had to prepare for worship song service, lead lesson study and jumble sale this weekend! how tiring could life be....?