Hunt Down a Job!
if im given a choice, i'd rather stay status quo. i'm really happy in my current job. nice ppl to work with. good food to eat. good pay. good boss. what more can i ask for? if not for the fact that i'm holding just a temp position, i would have gladly stayed. i love what i'm doing now!

i don't want to ...
.return to old life again
.suffer from insomnia any longer
.have traumatic nightmares about work in the night
.lose lots of weight because of work stress
.feel unwanted, useless and unfit for the job that i'm doing
.drag my feet to work every morning
.slog overnight at office
.work even on weekends
.think about work through weekends
.receive sms to ask me to work on urgent matters in middle of night
.work even on days when i'm on MC
.worry about unfinished work on public holidays
.skip my meals and toilet breaks because of the urgent work on my table
.lose the momentum of life
.have no social life because of work
.be forced to do things against my own will
.feel that stress is eating into my bones, my skin and my life
.suffer emotional breakdowns everytime
.have my hard work unappreciated

i think any amount of money may not be able to purchase emotional happiness, job satisfaction and sanity. sometimes i'm reluctant to leave this place, because it seems like i'm living in heaven-on-earth. there's nothing else i could ask for, but: 'God, pls give me a perm job that i can serve you'.

yes--i have been clicking and sending resumes to prospective companies with good job offers. sometimes i think twice, whenever i do so. i don't want to jump into any job. i hope to find a place where i could really feel happy. is there a place for me somewhere?