Coffee, Tea And Me?!
i don't usually drink coffee or tea. but whenever i think about coffee, i'd think of annie. why? coffe's her fav and she always rely on it when she's got deadlines to meet. and whenever i see tea pots and cups, elsa will come to mind. it's been ages. haven't been able to sit down and really chat with these 2 besties for a long time. guess with the distance between us now, msn is still the best place to meet for a chat.

guess it's just hard to find besties whom you could just start conversations and continue from where you last left off. it really seemed there was not a gap in time. it was as if we never said goodbye. we shared our thoughts, our 'ba-gua xin wen' and our struggles, just like before. the only thing i missed - seeing each other.

our conversations brought back memories. memories of those days when we could just take hours off work, go down Chadstone for shopping sprees and dessert at Coffeebean. i missed those days. i missed them. perhaps we have had spent tough moments together in the past. that's why the strong bond between us.

sometimes i find myself controversial. perhaps really, i don't know what i want. while i was back in melbourne, i remembered i dreamt of coming back singapore. i wanted to fly home asap! i missed ppl here. now that i'm back, i regretted coming back. there's so much to get used to. so much that i don't want to remember here. so much of misery and pain, ever since i decided to settle back home.

but life still goes on right? the world still continues to spin...the sun never fails to rise and set everyday. perhaps it doesn't really help telling myself how much i missed memories. rather, everyday's a new memory. hope to create new ones.