The Mistress of Spices
gota surprise call from j. yeh! will be meeting j and e for movie tmr. been a long while since i last chatted with them. perhaps meeting them will bring back certain memories of the past which im still unprepared to unfold. nonetheless, i felt that the friendship we had should continue.

been hesitating and struggling to call j and e out for the past months. i needed healing - mental and emotional healing. and i guess in the process of healing, i want to very much assure them that our friendship still goes on. however, i'm doubtful that i'll sink back into the wounds, with efforts wasted.

yes- i guess i'm more prepared to face history with more courage from now onwards. maybe i'd say the hurts and traumas are still there somewhere, but i wana move on. too much has happened to make me feel overwhelmed. i don't want to be a slave to the past, but trying to live a day at a time. guess having elton around's good thing.

elton: thanks for the smiles you have brought me.

back to the show, read the synopsis and i think it would be a great show! looking fw to the movie, as well as a catch up time with j and e. it's been a long time man!