waiting for...
waiting is the most arduous process, most difficult, most uncertain, most painful. it could be waiting for the bus or waiting for the best job offer you might be hoping for or perhaps waiting for the dream girl to say "Yes" to you.

it's most difficult and painful because you don't know when the next bus will come. it's even more stressful when you aren't sure if life is going to give you the answer at all. and most of all, you aren't sure if you would be able to accept the final answer when the waiting is over.

however, waiting is also a test of time. a test of patience and your willingness to hold on to what you truly believe in. it doesn't take into consideration your good looks or your riches. it's your heart that matters.

i'm saying this because i'm waiting. waiting for the right person to come along to brighten my life everyday. waiting for the right job to come by. do i want to continue waiting when i don't get my answers? do i still hold on to the hope of finding the best in life? can i still trust that the best has yet to come? will my wait find me real happiness at the very end?

so many questions but no answers.