dear mr broad shoulders,
i call on you when i need your wide shoulders to cry on. help! please give me the courage to carry on. i know i have been trying and have succeeded in some occasions. i need the determination to live my life. i need liberation.

have come face to face with my fears lately. i knew i have gota face them somehow, somewhere, sometime. no matter how i runaway from it, i know the fear is still there. the fear of losing someone. the fear of failing in the future. the fear of the unknown. the path in front of me which im treading on is way unknown for me. i used to bear the hope and direction in where i'm going. now, i'm at a loss. i need courage to carry on my footsteps. i need a guiding light. i need a shoulder to carry me on.

all these while, i have been waiting for an answer. a response of hope that will bring me to the future. i have been praying for it, asking for it and waiting for it. much recently, i got the answer. not quite final, but to me, i have decided to call it an end. and from this moment on, i will live as if memory has never been existent. i will go on and not let the past control my soul. i will not look back, never - ever.

i have been trying to start afresh ever since years ago. never had the courage. never had the determination. i have no faith that the future is better. from this day on, you will truly see a new gracie. i have decided to dedicate my commitment to others. mr broad shoulders, you will support me, won't ya?