foolishness
gracie feels like an idiot now. shouldn't have responded to the message on MSN, a very silly move. i wished i had said something wiser. i ended up rattling on something which didn't make sense.

i thought i have already moved on in my small little world of my own here. whenever im getting little successes in ridding the memory off, things crashed. i wished i could be stronger. i wished i was.

perhaps like ivan have previously mentioned, new memories can override

im determined to be strong. can someone help me out here?