Falling in Love
gracie feels depressed today. she didn't catch much sleep through the night. no, it wasn't because she slept too much during the day. perhaps it was the phone call. she feels apologetic. she feels sorry. she feels uncertain.

is this falling in love all about? that you constantly put your heart and soul into thinking about him? isn't falling in love the sweetest thing of all? why does mutual affection for each other become so complicated? maybe gracie has been retreating in this entire thing. will she see light soon?

perhaps she's been confused lately. her feelings are all mixed-up. she wants to fall in love again, but she doesn't dare to. i don't think she's hanging on to her past anymore. she wants to break free from history. she wants to move on. she wants to fall in love with the guy who has recently come into her life. she longs to spend her time with this man who has become so precious in her life. yet, she fears that all good things will come to an end. maybe she's thinking too much. maybe it's just not meant to be. maybe gracie isn't good enough....maybe....

so many maybe-s. perhaps gracie wants to feel assured, but there isn't any certainty in anything in life. gracie feels troubled.