my first time
it's my first time. he took the initiative. and i'm glad we did. despite the different backgrounds, i feel that our past have linked us up together. there's somehow affinity between us. surprisingly magical and amazing!

i've enjoyed our chats thus far. perhaps because we have had similar experiences, we kinda understood every single fear, trauma, emotions, uncertainties and insecurities that surged our souls. perhaps no one wants to be lonely. everyone's looking out for the perfect fit. and maybe i've found it.

not sure if this is the one for me. we shall see.