Opportunities
i believe in grasping opportunities. i have never believed so much of it until much recently.

all along, i have always let things go its most natural way. i never want to interfere with the natural forces. Economics has taught me well all these years. i have always adhered to Adam Smith's theory that all things will fall in place. just as supply will create its own demand, opportunities will jump at me when i am ready for them. however, reality forbids certainty. there's never an assurance that a good opportunity is going to knock on the door many times. once you let it slip off your hands, you might never meet it again.

i've been somewhat creating new opportunities for myself to learn, to admit errors and to move on with new life. perhaps it takes mutual understanding to create sparks. here, i mean sparks of communication, partnership and collaboration. i've been seeking for avenues to develop myself, and i'm glad i have found it!

i'm frankly not sure what today's conversation with him will lead me to. however, i'm just glad to have met him today. our meeting was not by coincidence; it was on deliberate intention. perhaps i was praying for a golden excuse, but things worked out in the most natural way, i think. it's been 2 years since i last chatted with him. today, i felt the change. perhaps we have moved along so much in our lives that when we meet, we could explore more into our past, our interests and our outlook in life. i could sense the changes from our conversation in his car. he drove me around aimlessly as we chatted about everything. i felt the unexplainable difference and comfort. i don't hope to be his guiding angel, but i did secretly hope that our conversation has given him a platform to find some courage to meet his fears :)