im thinking of you
i wonder why. no matter how far i ran away, you still managed to find your way back to my memory space, my dreams and my life. whenever i remember you, thoughts of depression and hurts came back. i don't want them, but somehow you came back.

i dreamt of you last night. again. the emotions, the sadness, the pain and the tears were so real. i thought i was living it. i woke up from my dreams missing you so much. i was really hoping we could connect through dreams. if we can't talk to each other over sms or msn, let it be through dreams.

there's just so much to tell you. i used to share with you my thoughts, my dreams and my everything. life hasn't been easy lately. lots of ups and downs. i wished you could listen to my heart. perhaps you already knew all that or maybe you don't want to hear them anymore.

i know that you are doing well. im thankful too.