"mummy! it's over..."
wonder if you have watched the Just For Laughs program on TV Mobile during one of those boring moments in the bus. i think you might have noticed the most funny line at the end of each episode: "mummy! it's over!"

i've learnt quite recently to say that line and laugh at challenges. to say, "mummy! it's over!" and believe that reconciliation brings peace to the heart. been really troubled lately, because i felt that my selfishness has caused so much pain for everyone around me. it was after last night's conversation that everything came to a close. full stop. i felt that i could move on. i knew that i could sleep better. simply because, my heart was settled. doubts clarified. sins forgiven. faults erased.

it's just so difficult to convince myself that everything's fine, when everything's not. i know for certain, i needed to talk things out before things become fine. and yes, i feel so much better now. really. perhaps when it comes to interpersonal relationships, i become very vulnerable. i dont want to hurt others; i don't want to get hurt. more often than not, many a times, we hurt others and we get hurt. relationships being mutual, are interconnected and thus, like germs or gems, they can spread around or are superbly cherished by 2 parties.

i'm glad i can seriously heave a sigh of relief. "mummy - it's over!!" and yeah, ain't i glad it's over! i can finally let all the burdens go and breathe freedom and new life.