i feel ultra blessed..
to be embraced into this family of love. i feel totally at ease with expressing my blurness, my craziness and my weirdness. no matter how much flaws i may reveal, i know that i'll still be accepted, appreciated, acknowledged and affirmed. it is truly sweet to have soulmates in whom i can share my lil’ secrets, open with my thoughts, rant my daily woes to and toss my innermost emotions with. and yes, they are my family of love.

perhaps the only fear that threatens such close intimacy is change. all of us go through change over time. big change. small change. we grow up. we see things in new light. we develop new ideas. we experience new encounters every day. change may cause diversion in values system, separation of life goals and eventual parting of closest friends. yet, true soulmates stay friends forever. no matter where life may take us to and however much we may change and develop, family of love will remain bonded together. we may not be tied together with any blood relations nor ring on the fourth finger, but bonded with chords of love that cannot be broken. you know for sure that family of love will be always there for you to run back to... for shelter, for love, for support.

some have asked, don’t you think you are spending too much time with your family of love? this may be read as a statement of jealousy, unveiling the hidden message that i ain't placing my priorities rightly. but really, what's wrong? I am clear of my priorities and i'm so sorry, if you feel that you are excluded from my world. I choose to spend time with people whom i seriously care about and i don’t think i should deprive myself of my own entitlement to happiness just because you are not having yours. i am nonchalant to your matters, and may appear busy in my own world, only because i feel that you are only coming to me with your hidden agendas. go away, toxic friends! spread your toxins elsewhere. not in my world please?