Weekend Dilemma
i feel so wanted. undeniably, i walked out of the Director's office feeling so good on friday. why? he counter proposed a perm position with a comparable attractive remuneration package just to make me stay in school. wow.

i've always enjoyed my stay in school. i've always wanted to work in school and be permanently placed in a working environment that allows me to grow and develop as a person. my bosses are so nice and i've always been waiting for this package all these while. BUT, the big but here is, i've already signed the letter of appointment with the other company. i've already decided to leave. the call to meet the Director after i tendered my resignation really came as a surprise.

it's really tempting just to say, alright i'll stay. it was almost at the tip of my tongue when he gave me that offer. at the end of the chat session at the director's office, i decided to ask for the weekend to weigh my options. and director sent me off with one word of wisdom, "Pray!" and yes, that was something that i so needed to do.

after a weekend of serious consideration, i thought i have already set my mind to leave. most people i have spoken to have given their viewpoints. leaving means better prospects, newer exposure and beginnings. now that i've spoken to my boss, i'm stucked again. she persuaded me to stay, elaborating on the kinda job scopes, exposure and opportunities for growth if i were to stay. i must say, she's really a good boss and it has been a blessing working under her for the past year and a half. so much of great exposure and experience has been given to me. and to think that im just a temp, i'm grateful for all those experiences.

now that the long awaited opportunity is set in front of me. im tempted to say yes. and to juggle that option against going to somewhere new to start all over, i'm seriously confused. there's just too much to think about. i'm trapped in a situation. only God knows how and where is the best for me.

God, can u give me an answer? teach me where i should go.