lost
little miss sunshine is losing her blaze.

there are moments when i yearn to be alone. really alone. to find my own placing in life. to search for the real gracie once again. in the midst of bringing smiles to people around, sometimes i seem to have neglected gracie. gracie's feelings. gracie's needs. gracie's happiness. and persistently shelving gracie's feelings aside would mean burying all the gloom and unhappiness that slowly saps off her enthusiastic vigour and vitality.

i guess i'd be able to find real answers in silence and solitude. it is always a challenge to spend time alone. yet it is also the only way that forces me to reflect upon my life and think over the goods and the bads. to really spend time dealing with my emotional wellbeing. to be happy with who gracie really is. to regain that confidence and independence once again.

give me some time please? i need it badly.